Waiting for the savior death

This year so far i counted already... 4 persons that i've "loved"(for 1 "love")

Candy...
Somebody that i loved difrent from other 'cause, i never love somebody because of the outside, and you i loved because of the outside... Maybe was just a reason to we be friends like we are...

Nakamura...
I loved you, i don't know, you just going to know now... while reading this... i loved you and you were the only one i didn't said, because other told me i didn't stand a chance, you would never look at me... maybe was better this way, i don't tell you, because if i told you it will be the same another no... another rejection... I don't know i don't know what would it be like...

Nanny...
I don't really know if i loved you, i just know i imagine that... You didn't answer me cause i never said i loved you, but i understood what you wanna say, with go by her opinion she is right... It would it be another no... But i'm glad i don't asked because by asking i could broke this beatyfull relationship of friendship that we have...

Pearl...
You, you i really love you... I want to fight for you cause i know we deserve each other and don't matter to me what the others say... I just care what i fell and what my heart tell me, i love you i really do, give me a chace to make you happy, i promisse you wont regret...


Maybe me future is be alone... Alone with, music, fire and hate instead of love maybe it is, if is i only can hope to be saved by my death until now... i seek for somebody that can love me...

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